happy valentines day

i must admit, i am not that type of person who knows how to make mah special someone to be "kilig" on special days like this... i can plan any event for anyone perfectly, but if its for me... it spells disaster...

i dont know, maybe that's how it goes...

today, Feb 14... i will be celebrating this special day alone... this will be the first time that i didn't plan for anything...

no flowers to send, 
no dinner date to book, 
no movies to watch 
and no gifts to hide...

it saddens me because, as much as i want to spend this special day with mah special someone... it will be impossible... no technologies in this world can make me feel the same feeling holding the hands of someone i love on special day like this...

i cannot hide this sadness but somehow a conversation with the one i love would briefly satisfy my thirst for love today...


i wish and i pray for the day that the person i love will finally join me here and celebrate each of our day like valentines day...

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY MAH VANILLA CREAMZ!!!

as i promise till the end, my heart will always belongs to you...